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when i had you to myself by ikutonsebb
asssssstral stop by ikutonsebb
Fun and simple. Black outlined or with darker shades. You can have a background or none, the cost doesn't change. If you would like a background, you can just send me the url through private messaging. If you don't want colors, just a base of your characters, then please also send me a message about that. Thanks!

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You killed a man here once, where the road bends, 
and buried him bare in the dirt. I saw you. 
You shrugged your shoulders, told me everything ends,
like he was a thing. It hurt. I said, you know, 
he was a person, too
; pulled myself in tightly, 
looked away, and you were sorry, then. I felt it settle
at the small of my back like warm cloth, apologetic, 
in discord with your rhythm as you dug, frenetic, 
his grave. You were sorry for me, that was all; not
the dead man you threw under the sod to rot 
and I knew that - but, still. You were my pole star, even then; 
I trusted you not to kill innocent men 
without good reason, even if the reason were a thing 
that had gotten inside of them, somehow; choked them up like wisteria. 

You smelled of gunpowder, even under the soap; under the blood.
Some nights we braved the chill together, sprawled out on the hood
of the car, studying constellations. I loved the new moon, then, 
its blank black canvas in which stars stood clear. 
On nights like those I knew no pain, no fear
that you could not eradicate, somehow. You had your ways. 

God, a penny for my thoughts of those old days, 
before the world began to turn inverted. 

You killed a man here, once. I remember. 
It was, I think, early Fall, late September. 
I was seventeen, and you were reckless and everything. 
You left no traces, too well-trained for that already, 
except in me - in my mind. If you were to open me up, unfold me, 
I wonder: what would you find? 
Too much of yourself, I suspect. Too many of those traces
you thought, you wish, were hidden: too many places 
where the parallel lines of us touched, intersections 
that should have been impossible. We've never been bound by rules, 
you know that. You haven't the right to be surprised, but I think you would be. 
I think you forget how much of yourself you left in me, 
how much of you I buried, unquestioning. I was your accomplice, once. 

I killed a man tonight, where the road bends. It hurt. 
You quirked your mouth, said everything ends, and in the dirt
you stowed him for me, made his bed, 
as I have made so many for you in my head, for all the many misdeeds
I have seen and forgiven. You need that, I think. You would not 
lay yourself to sleep unshriven, and I am your only god. 
You buried my body for me under the sod, and I 
forgave you. 

Once, I remember, I thought that I could save you, 
but I was very young, then. We are this, now: we are we, 
the hollow men, but not unshriven. You bury my bodies, and then
we're both of us forgiven. 

We killed a man nearby, where two roads cross. 
You buried the body. We did not mourn the loss.
  • Listening to: mr right by a rocket to the moon
  • Reading: lets pretend this never happened by jenny lawson
  • Watching: nothng
  • Playing: nothng
  • Eating: nothng
  • Drinking: nothng

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jerad
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
Canada
big thanks to GermanShepherdAddict for making my profile picture! <3

holy mother fudge 'n hot cakes



I'm religious (Christian)



I'm also full of


My otp is destiel

and cockles


Some things I hate. A lot.

In love with NBC's Hannibal


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:iconyakuzuryuus:
yakuzuryuus Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
i hope youre doing ok
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Katiemaye11 Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
HEY NOOB HAPPY /AMERICAN/ THANKS GIVING YOU MAPLE SYRUP BOTTLE <3
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:iconyakuzuryuus:
yakuzuryuus Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
hi bb
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GermanShepherdAddict Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Cuz ppl be showin me da spam so Imma be da spam

YOU HAVE BEEN HUGGED!!!! *Hug* 
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)

RULES:
1- You can hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 10 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!

If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
1-3 you're bad friend
4-6 you're an ok friend
7-9 you're a good friend
10-& Up you're loved
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I hug you... Tackling hug
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:iconoverly-honest-person:
You have such a nice style, you should do much more digital work. It looks great. ;>
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:iconikutonsebb:
ikutonsebb Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
awwwhhh, thank you! vwv that means so much since i think my style like that in digital isn't very good.
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:iconoverly-honest-person:
The digital will help your traditional grow too, go for it bb.
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ikutonsebb Featured By Owner Jul 21, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
alriiiight, thanks.
//bows///
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Uramaki Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
P.S.
This Is Caleigh
I Used To RP With Yew On T+ ;w;
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ikutonsebb Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
i know, i tots remember you~ tP is so dead noaw tho ;;-;;
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